{"id":499,"date":"2014-02-16T21:27:47","date_gmt":"2014-02-16T21:27:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/1122productions.com\/brandon\/?p=499"},"modified":"2015-10-14T21:26:19","modified_gmt":"2015-10-15T02:26:19","slug":"on-finishing-the-race","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/1122productions.com\/brandon\/?p=499","title":{"rendered":"on finishing the race"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I finished the Mercedes Marathon today.<\/p>\n<p>That six-word sentence does not even begin to tell the tale of this day.<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><br \/>\nTo tell the full story, I have to take you back to downtown Birmingham, 13th Street South &#8211; mile 18 of the race.<\/p>\n<p>To this point, I had been feeling quite good.  The first few miles passed in a blur, as they always seem to do, and before I knew it I had crested the Highland Park hills and was on my way downhill.  Then the first half was done.  The first half! And I was right on track.  The 3:45 pacer was just a few steps in front of me.  I took a quick physical inventory. My hips felt a little sore &#8211; a bit unusual for me, but nothing to get really worried about. My breathing was steady. And my pace was right on. We had clicked off miles at 8:30 pace or better most of the way thus far.  And it continued until I passed the mile 17 sign, which stated that I had made my way to that point in two hours, twenty-five minutes.<\/p>\n<p>Then, about halfway through mile 18, on that long stretch of 13th Street South, as I passed UAB, I felt it. A cramp in my calf.<\/p>\n<p>To this point, I had only cramped up on a run once, and it was actually during one of my long training runs for this marathon. That was only a slight cramp in my hamstring. This, on the other hand, was the portent of something much worse.<\/p>\n<p>I hoped that maybe it was just one of those twinges we all get from time to time. A few more paces let me know that wasn&#8217;t the case.  By now I could see the mile 18 mark, and with it the mats that would broadcast my progress through text and Twitter.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Okay, Brandon, run to the mats. Then we&#8217;ll walk for a little bit and see if that helps.&#8221; And so I did.  The mat crossed, I allowed myself to slow to a walk. The 3:45 pace group pulled away, quickly becoming a speck in the distance. I gave myself a tenth of a mile or so to walk, then optimistically began to run again. Another jolt of pain, this time from a hamstring cramp.  I was about to begin the Highland Park area again &#8211; a solid four miles or so of mostly steady uphill &#8211; and I could not run uphill. &#8220;Okay, I&#8217;ll just have to walk uphill &#8211; I&#8217;ll run on the downhills.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>That plan lasted about three-quarters of the way down the first decline. I quickly realized that I was going to be limited to a walking pace for almost the rest of the course. Under normal circumstances, I&#8217;m a fairly brisk walker &#8211; about a 15-minute mile or so.  This meant &#8211; at best &#8211; that I had almost two solid hours of walking to do if I wanted to finish, and I now had cramps developing in both legs in all areas.<\/p>\n<p>It was at this point that my entire set of priorities had to shift, and that is the real point of this story.<\/p>\n<p>This was my first marathon. As such, my first priority was always simply to finish the race. I had a time goal &#8211; 3:45 (you may remember seeing that number earlier in the story), but that was now a pipe dream. And my mental calculations made me quickly realize that sub-4:00 was not going to happen, either; the spastic muscular knots that I called legs were just not going to allow it. So my singular focus came back to the first priority: <strong>Finish. This. Race.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>There was a lesson to be learned here, I realized. I had talked earlier in the week with a friend\/co-worker about a quote from Tim Keller: paraphrasing, you might find yourself obeying God, yet not being successful at what He calls you to do. And that&#8217;s okay. I said at the time that I didn&#8217;t really think that statement made a lot of sense to me.  Now, within the context of a race, here was an object lesson. This run was not going to be a success, inasmuch as I&#8217;m not going to be running the entire way. But perhaps the point is to persevere &#8211; even through the pain, through the disappointment, and through the long stretch of road that still lay before me.<\/p>\n<p>And so I set off, putting one foot in front of the other. Sometimes, I felt like I could run a little bit, and so I would totter along until one of my leg muscles decided it didn&#8217;t want me to do that anymore. Then, I would start walking again. People started passing me, of course. I saw the 4:00 pacers run by. I never saw a 4:15 group, but if there had been I know they would have passed me too.<\/p>\n<p>The spectators were kind. At the mile 23 mark, one guy even patted my back and said &#8220;just 3 more miles to go.&#8221; Of course, I knew that meant about another 45 minutes or so.  Mile 25 brought with it an oasis in the desert &#8211; a table of bananas. Oh, to have had one of those a few miles back! As I ate it slowly, I began my &#8220;last mile prayer&#8221;, a habit that I&#8217;ve gotten into on my long runs where I thank God for various things about the run. This time I thanked Him for the lesson &#8211; you press on to win the prize. Sometimes that means you run, sometimes you walk. It may &#8211; in fact, probably will &#8211; be painful. But <em>press on<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>I never saw the mile 26 sign. I just remember that a guy saying &#8220;two more blocks, and then you&#8217;re done&#8221;. And maybe it was the realization that it was going to happen after all.  Maybe it was the banana giving me a little last bit of oomph. Maybe God just decided to let me finish the race by running. But for the first time in several miles, I began to run again, and I didn&#8217;t stop until I crossed the finish line. I picked out Kelly and my sister in the crowd for the first time all day as I went past.  As I crossed the finish line, I didn&#8217;t look for my time &#8211; it wasn&#8217;t important.<\/p>\n<p>I accepted my medal from a volunteer, and found myself standing in front of another one. He congratulated me on what I had just been able to do. I simply said, &#8220;Thank you&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>The last eight miles of the 2014 Mercedes Marathon are the slowest miles that I have ever run in a race. But those 12-, 13-, 14-, and 15-minute miles are going to be some of the most important ones that I&#8217;ll ever run. They taught me that when all else is lost, perseverance is still important. <strong>Finish. The. 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