{"id":195,"date":"2001-12-09T12:00:00","date_gmt":"2001-12-09T12:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/1122productions.com\/brandon\/?p=195"},"modified":"2001-12-09T12:00:00","modified_gmt":"2001-12-09T12:00:00","slug":"an-admission-and-a-request","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/1122productions.com\/brandon\/?p=195","title":{"rendered":"An admission and a request"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This one&#8217;s gonna be long.  I appreciate your patience.<\/p>\n<p>Some thoughts I had this morning while getting ready for church (I went to early service today) and waiting for service to start, now fleshed out a little bit&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>You know, I&#8217;m a sad, sad creature.  For five months now, I have been living in Birmingham, and I still don&#8217;t attend any church regularly here.  Oh, I&#8217;ve gone to church a few times, but it&#8217;s been a half-hearted attempt at best.  My excuses for not going have been many, and all of them not good.  Let&#8217;s examine them one by one.  I realize that the counter-arguments for all of these are trivial, but trust me, it does me good to write them down.<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>I don&#8217;t have a job yet, so it&#8217;s embarrassing to go to church.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>First, the country&#8217;s in a recession; lots of people don&#8217;t have jobs right now.  Second, my spiritual need far outweighs my financial need right now.  Third, people wouldn&#8217;t know that I didn&#8217;t have a job unless I explicitly said I didn&#8217;t, and even then they&#8217;d understand, given the current climate.<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>I don&#8217;t want to get attached, since I might not stay in Birmingham.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>This is a reason to not join a church here in town.  It&#8217;s not a good reason to attend church at all.  I don&#8217;t necessarily have to <i>join<\/i> a church right now, but it always does me good to <i>attend<\/i> church.<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>I don&#8217;t know anyone.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>Well, first off, this isn&#8217;t entirely true.  At <a href=\"http:\/\/www.dawsonchurch.org\/\">Dawson<\/a>, where I&#8217;ve been going the times that I have gone, I know <a href=\"..\/ricky\/\" onmouseover=\"window.status='Ricky\\'s home page...'; return true\" title=\"the other half of 1122 Productions.\">Ricky<\/a> and Tammy (they just aren&#8217;t in the Sunday school class that I&#8217;d be in, and they can&#8217;t sit with me in church because they&#8217;re in choir).  I also know my friend Sarah Frey (formerly Elmore) from the MBA Program (ditto on the Sunday school class).<\/p>\n<p>But even in just the realm of a new Sunday school class, it isn&#8217;t a good argument.  It isn&#8217;t anyone else&#8217;s fault that I don&#8217;t know anyone.  The problem with this argument, as it pertains to a new church, Sunday school class, etc., is that it&#8217;s a vicious circle.  I don&#8217;t know anyone, so I don&#8217;t go, so I don&#8217;t know anyone, and so on.  If I had used this mentality concerning the BCM the part of the freshman year that I went (and trust me, I almost did), I&#8217;d never have met so many people who are so close to me now.  Introversion is one thing; lack of effort on my part is quite another.  No one can get to know me if I don&#8217;t make myself known.<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>People will see my imperfections.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>This is the weakest argument of all.  It stems partly from the first argument, partly from introversion, and partly from good old-fashioned vanity.  I even considered not going to church today because of a couple of shaving bumps on my face!  This is when I had the mental ice-cold water thrown in my face, and when this whole line of thought began.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve forgotten something very key: being a Christian (part of which is church attendance) is an <i>acknowledgement<\/i> and even an <i>admission<\/i> of imperfection.  Simply coming to church shows that I realize I need a higher being to lift me from what I am without Him.  (Side note: the first guy who greeted me today had a shaving bump just above his lip.  I love the way God works.)<\/p>\n<p>Anyone can see that these are all poor excuses.  So I&#8217;m not going to make them anymore.  I might not end up in Birmingham, but until I move off (if I do so), I will be attending church here on Sundays.  No excuses.  I hold myself accountable to all pressing on&#8230; readers from this day forth.  I would appreciate any e-mails helping me to stay accountable in this area of my life.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This one&#8217;s gonna be long. I appreciate your patience. Some thoughts I had this morning while getting ready for church (I went to early service today) and waiting for service to start, now fleshed out a little bit&#8230; You know, I&#8217;m a sad, sad creature. For five months now, I have been living in Birmingham, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-195","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-thoughts-inspired"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/1122productions.com\/brandon\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/195","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/1122productions.com\/brandon\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/1122productions.com\/brandon\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/1122productions.com\/brandon\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/1122productions.com\/brandon\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=195"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/1122productions.com\/brandon\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/195\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/1122productions.com\/brandon\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=195"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/1122productions.com\/brandon\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=195"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/1122productions.com\/brandon\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=195"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}